it sucks when we take certain pills our doctors inform us may help – but it doesnt.. this is a pharmaceutical revolution, therefore there is a cure all for everything. i fell victim to my own ill, and became desperate for a quick fix. i saw my life hitting a wall and i needed a safe way out asap. so i spoke to my doc who said it works for everyone. i took it, and it did. it still does. but the minute i miss a dose..or fall off my schedule with time consistency..all hell breaks loose. the dizziness starts – but its not the regular spins. my equilibrium gets knocked off…and whenever i moved my eyes – my brain shakes. there is no other way to describe it. i get a raging headache and i wanna just scream or puek. once i get the pill back in my system..all the side effects withdrawal has brought me to starts easing off. takes a day. but before that – i’m sick and moody. its tiring – but the thought of getting pulled off this is like taking crystal meth away from someone who is addicted.

sighs.